Back from Francee..

Well, firstthingsfirst. I feel abandoned. Absouloutely not one of my friends have told me when they will be back from their holzz so i am bored out of my BRAINSS!! Beth and Gemma have sent alot of postcards tho. i sent one to them two too, but as i couldnt find a postbox for ages i didnt send them till the last day. :D also i may have put the wrong adresses on. wtf. second thing. I JUST GOT MY LAMDA RESULTS!! like, just, just now. i got a merit. which i guess is quite good. as it was my first one. but still. i wanted a distinction. whatever.. also i have a wedgie. third news. well, actually fourth but whatever. i just recieved the long awaited reply to the email i sent to my longlostbestfriend. the email i sent was probably the dorkiest thing ever, but i blame beckie, because it was her who told me what i should write in it. (and she may not remember this, but i do. vividly.) apparently i sent the email 151 days ago. i didnt even know i had bebo for 151 days. whatever. talking of bebo, i just remembered that india asked me to upload a photo for her onto mine. dammit, i cba. back to the email. i just read it again (the one i sent.) omg it is making me cringe right now just reading it. i hate myself. which reminds me of something else. last night we just got back from holiday and i had a MAJOR bout of depression. this is probably due mostly to my brother switching off the dvd player just as the dramatic endybit was coming. but also due to a direct ish thing from that (and i realise my grammar is far from good) which was basically the fact that i am NEVER GOING TO BE A FAMOUS ACTRESS. Of course i had kindof realsied that by now already, buut still. last night i was depressed. also friends has abandoned me. as in, the tv program. i say this because i have totally not watched it for 2 ish weeks. gemma will be proud.
now to the more important matter of my holiday.
it was hot.
there was a pool.
we broke it.
there was i guy in a car on the journey back and he smiled at me. whcih isnt really that big a deal but whatever.
i had to get up ridiculously early yesterday.
the on-ferry entertainment on the way there was literally painful.
mosquitoes dont like me.
if i get a dog i am going to call it polo.
my brother was tres annoying.
it was a very wine-y region.
and ducky.
gemma is in rome.
i am jealous.
i have still not finished volume 1 of war and peace.

and thats about all the detail i can be bothered to go into atm.
byeeeeeee ducks!

WTF??????? EVERYONE IS DYINGG!!

I am serious. Mrs Thomson (dinner lady) Michael Jackson (if you dont know who he is u are deprived.) and Robin & Guy (greatest tradgedy in my life. even though thay are from a tv show. but it was saaaddddd. and i cried. and guy was fiitt!!).
also my thumb died. i cut it on my zip at brc. it huts and is bleeding like hell. also i have been abandoned.
am no longer abandoned. now i have a great granny to look after. we have both been abandoned. please, help me. something important happened yesterday but i cannot for the life of me think what it was <3
must go now.
probs talk to grangran.
yay
byee!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZkGOiS75Lwk