Back from Francee..

Well, firstthingsfirst. I feel abandoned. Absouloutely not one of my friends have told me when they will be back from their holzz so i am bored out of my BRAINSS!! Beth and Gemma have sent alot of postcards tho. i sent one to them two too, but as i couldnt find a postbox for ages i didnt send them till the last day. :D also i may have put the wrong adresses on. wtf. second thing. I JUST GOT MY LAMDA RESULTS!! like, just, just now. i got a merit. which i guess is quite good. as it was my first one. but still. i wanted a distinction. whatever.. also i have a wedgie. third news. well, actually fourth but whatever. i just recieved the long awaited reply to the email i sent to my longlostbestfriend. the email i sent was probably the dorkiest thing ever, but i blame beckie, because it was her who told me what i should write in it. (and she may not remember this, but i do. vividly.) apparently i sent the email 151 days ago. i didnt even know i had bebo for 151 days. whatever. talking of bebo, i just remembered that india asked me to upload a photo for her onto mine. dammit, i cba. back to the email. i just read it again (the one i sent.) omg it is making me cringe right now just reading it. i hate myself. which reminds me of something else. last night we just got back from holiday and i had a MAJOR bout of depression. this is probably due mostly to my brother switching off the dvd player just as the dramatic endybit was coming. but also due to a direct ish thing from that (and i realise my grammar is far from good) which was basically the fact that i am NEVER GOING TO BE A FAMOUS ACTRESS. Of course i had kindof realsied that by now already, buut still. last night i was depressed. also friends has abandoned me. as in, the tv program. i say this because i have totally not watched it for 2 ish weeks. gemma will be proud.
now to the more important matter of my holiday.
it was hot.
there was a pool.
we broke it.
there was i guy in a car on the journey back and he smiled at me. whcih isnt really that big a deal but whatever.
i had to get up ridiculously early yesterday.
the on-ferry entertainment on the way there was literally painful.
mosquitoes dont like me.
if i get a dog i am going to call it polo.
my brother was tres annoying.
it was a very wine-y region.
and ducky.
gemma is in rome.
i am jealous.
i have still not finished volume 1 of war and peace.

and thats about all the detail i can be bothered to go into atm.
byeeeeeee ducks!

Busy Bee

Well, things have been kinda hectic round about where i am right now. Hence not writing properly for a couplea days. Firstly, yesterday was busy busy busy. Here is a vaguely brief overview just in case you wanted to know :)) :

got up, got ready for school, went to school (but it was raining so we got a lift), school - last day of the year. last lesson of the year - unfortunatley- mc. dragged my feet there in a kind of dazed resignation. I DONT WANT THIS YEAR TO ENNDDD!!! And it was the worst mc lesson ever. cept we all had just one more go at rebelling against mr b. didnt really work that well. never really does. still, next year he is half retirring so whatever. also right at the VERY end in TT tom came round hugging everyone randomly and apologized for being, lets say, not exactly pleasant this past year. i was touched. , then got hot chocolate with gemma in the new-ish cafe, bought teenvogue, got home and instantly whisked off to mums room to help her make some decisions about what she is going to wear to this party shes going to., went to final rehersals foor our lamda exam, got home, watched friends, had dinner, wwatche friends, shower. so yeah... absoloutly no time to blog. :L

so today was the day of the fateful exam. got up at 7 so i could say bye to rents as they are going to LONDON. (without me and i am very very annoyed at them.) then read TV for rest of the morning in order to distract myself from the fact that i was in about an hour about to face impending doom. then granny gave me burnt toast for breakfast. yay. than gem came, picked me up. was worrying all the way there. got there. felt like puking. was waiting to be called in for ages. it was terrifying and the fan was trying to kill me. i swear. went in. having a panic attack. but the guy was really really really nice and chatty and stuff so when he asked how i was i said good and asked how he was and he sounded all suprised. just thought id mention that. then did exam. first piece -ok. but he looked all serious and stuff while he was writing note (and i had to stand there for ages waiting for him) so i got all worried. second piece went really well. questions were cool. then hung around reading ok andd stuff. joe came, looked like a girl. did our group. the first - went really well. second went well until the end, where we messed up, but we have pretty much never done that bit right sso we didnt mind that much. then went home and have just been lounging around relaxing and suchlike. thought id sneak on the computer while gran is out (shes babysitting while ma&pa are out. joy. am spending all week with her next week.)

and thats about my life. :)

Hmmm...

Well. today me and beth had rather a big water fight. im pretty sure that i won. and it was her fault. but were friends now. (it was an unfriendly water fight) so my gran and gran gran are over. hmmm... was trying to make conversation with grangran earlier. the only thing we really had a proper conversation about was the weather. always safe territory, the weather. :) thats about all, cept earlier i was being purpously awkward for mum. just cos i felt like being awkward. also i can spell Antidisestablishmentarianism which i am quite rather pleased about. and i am now sitting next to corin in spanish. oh the joys of life. still, i guess shes kindof better than kallum. meh, theyre both just as bad as the other :D

on a completely different note, friends was on today, but its from the begining, only e4 kept missing stuff out and merging different episodes together. which was unfair. and annoying.

and that is all.
goodnight :)

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

today. was. the. last. episode. of. friends. it was well sadd!! neraly cried, but managed to control myself :D so anyways.... i have BIG news. next week... my dad has maybe probably organised this amazing thing, but will not write anymore on that yet <3
dont have anymore time so i will write 2moz.
byeeeeee <3
also something majorly disastorly happened today, but i shant write anymore write now cos i just aint got the time.
also i just painted my nails ice pink <3
and now it is goodbye
xx

Paper! Snow! A GHOST!!

Mehehehe. Hey ho Heidi mo!! Sorry. Im in a random mood. (as always??) i dont actually know what to say, exept that after that last post i had roughly 2 more lessons in unbearably hot classrooms and nearly died again. :D I just found out somme i n t e r e s t i n g info about Alex who we walk informally part way to school with occasionally. i will not share this information right now as that could be mean. depending. on what, i dont know.

i know what im gonna write now!! last week, in re we had to make this list on what influences our judgement on right and wrong. mine and beckies was rather long and... interesting. so i said last week id type it up. but then couldnt be botherd and forgot about it. so today had RE again and decided hell yeah, why not just type it up?? so here it is...:

God, Michael Phelps, the Bible, Celebrities, Australians, cuddly toys, friends, family, law, tables, veggies, Y.M.C.A., S Club 7, Rachel Stevens, Ourselves, TV, Magazines, Coins, The Army, Hippies, The past, Elizabeth 1st, The Queen, Lady Jane Grey, the Pope, 10 Commandments, , parables, Cannibals, religious people, Vogue, heaven/hell, parents, cellotape, teachers, cheese, conscience, experience, my blog, Jennifer Aniston (role model), Keira Knightley (role model), YOU!, Beckie, Bob Geldolf, Pigs, hedonism, Bob Marley, Marilyn Monroe, Netto, Hitler, NOT communism, Maddygail, Colin, Society

as you can see, there are not an awful lot of sane things on there. and thats about it. :D

byee

BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!

well actually most of it was pretty rubbish but something just heppened under an hour ago that was COMPLETELY AMAZING!! And it involves friends. And it is probably about as near to being a tv/film star that i am gonna get. (i only have 10 days to get famous. i suppose i could try infamous. that would probs be easier to get in 10 days. but im totally going off subject here, so whatever) So i was just watching friends (the one with the cake. in case you want to see it.) on the rubbish sofa cos my bro had kicked me off the good one. and there was this table in the middle of the room (this is on friends btw) filled with presents. (cos it was emmas 1st bday party. but im being a friendsnerd now so ill shut up)and on the front of the table... IS DAISY!!! (daisy is my pink and purple monkey who i cannot sleep without. and dont mock me because she is a VERY SPECIAL MONKEY!!!) i was shocked!! i mean, it is actually so awesomme!! so i rushed into the kitchen where mum was having an important sounding conversation and drraaagggedd her into the family room. and she was standing there for ages cos the camera had shanged angles. but then daisy came back on and she was like OMG and then dad came in and he was like daisy's a film star!! even tho she was actually a TV star but whatever. And it was amasing! and that is it. because beckie wants to read this story and i am keeping her i suspense so i will write about the rest of my day laterss!!

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heyyax.well acouplea stuff happened today.
today we were suppossed to be making bread in ft but that didnt work out cos miss was away. at break it was raining so we tried to take over tha chavvy area, only invaded us. after all, it is their territory. so we left. at lunch ended up counting tokens for susie. woopwoop. at drama i actually had a half decent convo with coopie. which must have been one of the oddest things in my entire life. actually it wasnt a proper convo but it went something like this
coopie: wouldnt it be so funny if OFSTED came into our english class while mrs mann was teaching??
me: sorry?
youre in my english?
i dont think so
i swear you are
noooo.... oh right... yeah. i am, sorry
wouldnt it be so funny if OFSTED were to come in with mrs mann teaching us?
*laugh*
so yeah. and our group was the best. yet again. thats about it. but friends today was really good. and yesterday spent 3 hours listning to s club :D

Sooooo.....

yesterday i watched friends for 3 hours straight when i got back from school, with a half hour break for piano lesson. but actually technically it is not my fault as it is my parents cos they abandoned me at the weekend so we had to TAPE IT so i had to watch 4 episodes last noght in a rush and then watch the two that were on yesterday and then there was another extra one that i misssed the start of. see, this is all that comes of my parents abandoning me. my normal tv routine gets disrupted :(
anyways... guess what>>>
i may have come up with a theme for my partyy!! (i lovelovelovelove themed parties!!)
90s theme!!
YAAAYYYY
now i just need to come up with a date. this could be difficult.
i shall keep u informed.
sooo anyway everyone was victimising me at lunch :( they were all being very very mean. ):
lol.
anywway. i cannot think of anything else to say.
except that al that has beeen ocupying my mind since friday is social and economic impacts of supervolcanoes.
seriously.
how sad am i?
soooo
bye!

oh oh oh oh and i am writing an awesomeness story entitled...
"the pot noodle conspiricy"
at some point i will write it out, but as of yet it is unfinished :D