HIIi

I have not blogged in aggeesss and actually i dont have that much to say, cos nothig much has happened this week, but today some small insignificant stuff happened, including me showing my brother where the library was and also, when we were all walking through the year 7 area, a load of small people were crowded in the path and as soon as they saw us coming they started moving out of the way to clear a path for us and staring at us in awe. and i think they were in year 8. it made us feel cool. (: year 8 seems SUCH a long time ago. i suppose it was a long time ago. like, over two years ago. hahahahaha! anyway, these last days i have been pretty preoccupied with sclub vids etc, but right now trying to find out what emma from jekyll and hyde looks like, and also a song she sings. i am struggling. this is for tomorrow. maybe ill just try to do it in the morning.  : /   if anybody can help (before tomorrow morning) it would be aprecciated :D
bye!!
xx

Back from Francee..

Well, firstthingsfirst. I feel abandoned. Absouloutely not one of my friends have told me when they will be back from their holzz so i am bored out of my BRAINSS!! Beth and Gemma have sent alot of postcards tho. i sent one to them two too, but as i couldnt find a postbox for ages i didnt send them till the last day. :D also i may have put the wrong adresses on. wtf. second thing. I JUST GOT MY LAMDA RESULTS!! like, just, just now. i got a merit. which i guess is quite good. as it was my first one. but still. i wanted a distinction. whatever.. also i have a wedgie. third news. well, actually fourth but whatever. i just recieved the long awaited reply to the email i sent to my longlostbestfriend. the email i sent was probably the dorkiest thing ever, but i blame beckie, because it was her who told me what i should write in it. (and she may not remember this, but i do. vividly.) apparently i sent the email 151 days ago. i didnt even know i had bebo for 151 days. whatever. talking of bebo, i just remembered that india asked me to upload a photo for her onto mine. dammit, i cba. back to the email. i just read it again (the one i sent.) omg it is making me cringe right now just reading it. i hate myself. which reminds me of something else. last night we just got back from holiday and i had a MAJOR bout of depression. this is probably due mostly to my brother switching off the dvd player just as the dramatic endybit was coming. but also due to a direct ish thing from that (and i realise my grammar is far from good) which was basically the fact that i am NEVER GOING TO BE A FAMOUS ACTRESS. Of course i had kindof realsied that by now already, buut still. last night i was depressed. also friends has abandoned me. as in, the tv program. i say this because i have totally not watched it for 2 ish weeks. gemma will be proud.
now to the more important matter of my holiday.
it was hot.
there was a pool.
we broke it.
there was i guy in a car on the journey back and he smiled at me. whcih isnt really that big a deal but whatever.
i had to get up ridiculously early yesterday.
the on-ferry entertainment on the way there was literally painful.
mosquitoes dont like me.
if i get a dog i am going to call it polo.
my brother was tres annoying.
it was a very wine-y region.
and ducky.
gemma is in rome.
i am jealous.
i have still not finished volume 1 of war and peace.

and thats about all the detail i can be bothered to go into atm.
byeeeeeee ducks!

Busy Bee

Well, things have been kinda hectic round about where i am right now. Hence not writing properly for a couplea days. Firstly, yesterday was busy busy busy. Here is a vaguely brief overview just in case you wanted to know :)) :

got up, got ready for school, went to school (but it was raining so we got a lift), school - last day of the year. last lesson of the year - unfortunatley- mc. dragged my feet there in a kind of dazed resignation. I DONT WANT THIS YEAR TO ENNDDD!!! And it was the worst mc lesson ever. cept we all had just one more go at rebelling against mr b. didnt really work that well. never really does. still, next year he is half retirring so whatever. also right at the VERY end in TT tom came round hugging everyone randomly and apologized for being, lets say, not exactly pleasant this past year. i was touched. , then got hot chocolate with gemma in the new-ish cafe, bought teenvogue, got home and instantly whisked off to mums room to help her make some decisions about what she is going to wear to this party shes going to., went to final rehersals foor our lamda exam, got home, watched friends, had dinner, wwatche friends, shower. so yeah... absoloutly no time to blog. :L

so today was the day of the fateful exam. got up at 7 so i could say bye to rents as they are going to LONDON. (without me and i am very very annoyed at them.) then read TV for rest of the morning in order to distract myself from the fact that i was in about an hour about to face impending doom. then granny gave me burnt toast for breakfast. yay. than gem came, picked me up. was worrying all the way there. got there. felt like puking. was waiting to be called in for ages. it was terrifying and the fan was trying to kill me. i swear. went in. having a panic attack. but the guy was really really really nice and chatty and stuff so when he asked how i was i said good and asked how he was and he sounded all suprised. just thought id mention that. then did exam. first piece -ok. but he looked all serious and stuff while he was writing note (and i had to stand there for ages waiting for him) so i got all worried. second piece went really well. questions were cool. then hung around reading ok andd stuff. joe came, looked like a girl. did our group. the first - went really well. second went well until the end, where we messed up, but we have pretty much never done that bit right sso we didnt mind that much. then went home and have just been lounging around relaxing and suchlike. thought id sneak on the computer while gran is out (shes babysitting while ma&pa are out. joy. am spending all week with her next week.)

and thats about my life. :)

100TH POST!!!!!

Woow. i had no idea i was such a dork. :D in it. noone would lend me any headphones, so i am without foreign tv or radio. Amm MASSIVELY boreddo.


Now THIS is an awesomme websittee.

http://www.thingsofrandomcoolness.com/

yaaaa... very awesomme. cant actually see it properly cos the school computers wont allow it but whatever. i wont be able to blog allllll nexzt week cos im at my granss. unless i can managge to BEG the use of computers but i doubt that :D:D:D this saturday = mine and gemmas drama lamda exam. :( i am going to FAILL!!! FAIL MISERABLY!! whatever. :D

Awwkkkwwwaaaarrrdddddd...

Just had dinner. it was very very awkward.For me, anyway. i dont know about anyone else. my mum and bro are out at a swimming gala so it was just me and dad. but he ended up having one of his odd friends over. it was pete. he is slihgtly funnyishlooking. soo its just us 3 eating together. and, yknow, maybe understandilbly i felt eversoslighlty awkward.
so anyway had BRC today and joe is v. v. fit. even if gemma doesnt think he is that fit. but he is. what is it with the BRC guys and being fit? it is tragic. am havin a dilemma bout bday party. am going to resolve it 2moz with mama. yay. have a maths exam on tuesday. keep thinking its sunday. double joy. my head needs rearranging. in case u wanted to know. but now i will stop being tragic and say... how are you??
bye
love yhoo lots
Maddy xx