Bonjorno

the garden in france

Well, my brothers friend stayed the night, and this morning they were drumming at 8 in the morning. I actually WOULD have murdered them, but by the time i got out of bed, he had gone. And atm i have the house to myself, as mum and brother have gone shopping for school shoes. Tomorrow i go to LONDON!!! am tres tres excited. Although, my mum keeps moaning at me cos apparently i am dissatisfied with my life. This is actually true, but she doesnt have to go and make a huge large enourmous massive deal out of it.
On an utterly unrelated not, i am very bored, and also feel like sending a postcard to a random starnger. unfortunately i know no random strangers' adresses so this is impossible. ALSO i just had the most random urge to play greensleeves on the piano. my life is inescabably boring and average. just cos i thought you might want to know. which you didnt. :/

Must go now. To go do absoloutly nothing.

Byee

xx

also my relatives are nagging me about thank you letters. it is getting tiresome.

Back from Francee..

Well, firstthingsfirst. I feel abandoned. Absouloutely not one of my friends have told me when they will be back from their holzz so i am bored out of my BRAINSS!! Beth and Gemma have sent alot of postcards tho. i sent one to them two too, but as i couldnt find a postbox for ages i didnt send them till the last day. :D also i may have put the wrong adresses on. wtf. second thing. I JUST GOT MY LAMDA RESULTS!! like, just, just now. i got a merit. which i guess is quite good. as it was my first one. but still. i wanted a distinction. whatever.. also i have a wedgie. third news. well, actually fourth but whatever. i just recieved the long awaited reply to the email i sent to my longlostbestfriend. the email i sent was probably the dorkiest thing ever, but i blame beckie, because it was her who told me what i should write in it. (and she may not remember this, but i do. vividly.) apparently i sent the email 151 days ago. i didnt even know i had bebo for 151 days. whatever. talking of bebo, i just remembered that india asked me to upload a photo for her onto mine. dammit, i cba. back to the email. i just read it again (the one i sent.) omg it is making me cringe right now just reading it. i hate myself. which reminds me of something else. last night we just got back from holiday and i had a MAJOR bout of depression. this is probably due mostly to my brother switching off the dvd player just as the dramatic endybit was coming. but also due to a direct ish thing from that (and i realise my grammar is far from good) which was basically the fact that i am NEVER GOING TO BE A FAMOUS ACTRESS. Of course i had kindof realsied that by now already, buut still. last night i was depressed. also friends has abandoned me. as in, the tv program. i say this because i have totally not watched it for 2 ish weeks. gemma will be proud.
now to the more important matter of my holiday.
it was hot.
there was a pool.
we broke it.
there was i guy in a car on the journey back and he smiled at me. whcih isnt really that big a deal but whatever.
i had to get up ridiculously early yesterday.
the on-ferry entertainment on the way there was literally painful.
mosquitoes dont like me.
if i get a dog i am going to call it polo.
my brother was tres annoying.
it was a very wine-y region.
and ducky.
gemma is in rome.
i am jealous.
i have still not finished volume 1 of war and peace.

and thats about all the detail i can be bothered to go into atm.
byeeeeeee ducks!

Weathherr???

Ok,, soooo... what is up with the weather today? i mean, seriously. this morning it was sunny and hot. all morning. then, at lunch it started getting really cold aand cloudy. Just in time for sports day. joy. so then, its cold for, like, the three hours im outside. (that includes walking back from school) i just looked outside where i am stuck indoors. it is REALLY sunny and hot. WHAT IS UP WITH THAT????? who invented weather?? i would like to kill them. ITS MY BDAY PARTY 2MOZZ!!! i am WELL excited! have pretty much not organised it at all. :D not even sure what to wear, but whatever. so yesterday me and gem went to this open air theatre to see 12th night. it was mazing, but on the way there i was stuck in a car with mum and 3 of mums friends. i tell you, it was a deeply worrying and disturbing experience. being stuck in a car with all these people worrying very loudly about whether thay had locked the house, if theyre children were being looked after etc etc... really made me hope that i wouldnt end up like that. you wernt there. it was DEEPLLYY eyeopening and made my ambition to become a famous actress even more ambitiony.

28 days...

Sooo i have 28 ddays to become famous. thats my deadline. the others are saying why dont i extend it, but i want to be famous by the end of year nine. so we have been brainstorming how i should get famous. beth is currently trawling the internet to fine how i might attempt to do this. so far she has come up with nothing. whcih is good cos shes looking at cbbc. i do not particularly want to be on cbbc. it would have been cool when i was younger, but not now. this so sucks. also first day back at school today. that also sucks :D for the first time in ages i am actually wearing a skirt. its too long. beth is trying to hypnotise me. we are in IT. joy of joys. im bored. and hot. :P